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About Me
- Erika
- Hello All! I am creating this blog to chronical my mission. I am getting banded on 10/19/2009. Becoming a bandster is something I decided to do to help me take control of my life. Not that I have a bad life, my life is quite good. I have a great boyfrined, the best friends that a girl could ever ask for and a family that loves me. I am just tired of feeling like I am missing out...tired of watching things just pass me by...tired of day dreaming about the skinny me having fun and doing the things I want to do, while the not skinny me sits there opting out becuse of my body. I have never been one to look under nourshied. I think I was six or seven when I first asked my grandmother to buy me some slim fast...I think I even saved my allowence for it!! There was a fleeting moment in my life, after six months of starving and optifast, I was a skinny girl....leather pants, see though top and all. It was the most fun I can remember having. Feeling comfotable in my own skin for the first time in my life! I am on a mission to get that back. I will be that girl again, maybe I will forgo the see through top this time around but I will not forgo the fun in my life any more.
First, I want to say how much I love you. You will succeed in your journey. You have the genetics of two strong Italian families. We conquer every goal we forsee. Patience, has not been a virtue for us. We want it, and we want it now.....But only good, comes to those who wait. BE patient. Don't break the seal of junk food, because once we start....we can't stop. One piece of choclate last night, lead me to finishing the whole bar !!! I broke the seal....Divert yourself ! Your momi...
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